Wednesday, February 10, 2010

this ain't no liveleak.com

Dear Monster,

Recently, I found an old acquaintance on liveleak.com internet news site. He and I
both worked as Critical Care Nurses at Mt. Zion in San Francisco during the early
90's and spend many months taking leave from the country to travel. His mountain
climbing of Everest and other peaks left him wanting to live and work in a rural place
in Afghanistan. My own adventures led me to living in Mexico and parts of South
America before working in Madras at Don Bosco de Beatitudes as a volunteer in 1993.

After he became famous for having written a book about the decade he spent in a
rural area near Warizstan, I saw him on various cable news programs trying to build
support for certain types of humanitarian development.

I wondered out loud if this type of publicity actually causes more harm than good
for those he served. Frequently, there is an exoticizing of foreign efforts for children
even if those efforts are well-conceived. I wondered also if he had experienced some
type of pressure to create public relations statements based on those who provided
him this profit-making opportunity.

News systems, in particular those that exoticize foreign cultures and peoples, can
be one of the worst types of exploitation known in modern culture. Think about the
impact of a hurried and opportunistic venture to influence the hearts and minds of
a completely different nation that is seeped in its own conflicts of tradition.

I would not want any liveleak.com broadcast on any activity deemed to be for the
sake of humanity given what we know to be profit interests in news media, however,
in a case where war conflicts are being actualized without real coverage by the main-
stream press, maybe his example led to saving lives. It's difficult to know really.

During my time in Madras, Indian priest from a seminary affiliated with Don Bosco
de Beatitudes spoke with me about the nature of his service to India and why he
chose to remain in India in spite of having a visa to live elsewhere. His choice to
become a Catholic priest did not prevent him from writing about his own sexuality
and fears of having this human vulnerability. This controversial poetry was found
in public bookstores. He believed that his poetry was needed to humanize himself
and others who passionately chose a life of service in devotion to their faith. How
would this choice be understood or misunderstood in America? I think this priest
knew that america had its own demons as india has theirs.

Voyeurism, unlike the underlying sexual impulse in most human interactions, is not
human nature. It is a perverse form of control for those who see that others are without
their own presence in modernity. This perversity may be the root of why the prevalence
of surveillance equipment/technology in the public is more like a gambling enterprise
in that it inspires the worst of human nature.

fernie

Counter terror wi-fi agent is not a Monster

Today the FBI news service press release reported an arrest for child prostitution
in Hawaii over the Super Bowl weekend. The US Attorney's office of South Florida
made this announcement. The reason this is significant is because frequently such
crimes of sexual enslavement involve a collusion of profit stakeholders who withhold
information/evidence for sale, trade and barter. Yukie Yamada called the Human
Trafficking Hotline in Washington DC from Maui in 2006-07 to report violations in
her own life based on slanderous letters sent to her from the Hawaii FBI and Maui
Police Department Chief's office.

Being an international port of destination for those traveling abroad, there is word
that Hawaii is one of the most notorious for human trafficking and sex slavery of
minors. In fact, our own former Hawaii Tourism Authority, Randy Johnson, was
exposed for using his email and internet service for alleged child porn. Mr. Johnson
was given a slap on the wrist and had his yearly salary reduced from $240,000 to
$200,000 by the HTA Board of Directors. Governor Lingle chastised him during
last year's Presidential campaign then insisted that he be removed from his role.

Remember Super Bowl 2009 when Arizona Comcast viewers got a 30-second porn
clip during the final touchdown pass to a player named Fitzgerald? It was a scandal
and made internet news worldwide. This video is found on youtube.com.

I know there are rumors that avant-guard sexual practices are frequently sought
after by those who research human behavior, deviance and dysfunction. Having
peripheral knowledge of such "sexual underground" sub-cultures, I can comment to
the fact that American society is driven by their ongoing denial that unfulfilled sexual
desire is perverted into violence of all forms, including what we see in our economy,
government and social intercourse.

I once wrote the Monster at the Federal Reserve that our economic stimulus bill
was like a wire lift-up bra after broken breast silicon implants had turned certain
markets into laisez faire bungee cord practices for quick profits. Using sexually
charged innuendo is a common psychological tactic in business to engage the deeper
instinct and reflex often subjugated by so-called civilized societies. Some say having
our lower chakras "in the dark" means that the natural urge of passion and fertility
are not fully experienced.

Pedophilia is more than this urge of passion, it is a form of domination and abuse
of power at the deepest level of humanity. We want counter-terror wi-fi agent to
know that Microsoft Explorer and all of its holes were being used by State agencies
and officials, likely including our former HTA Director Randy Johnson, while other
countries in Western Europe issued a security alert for Explorer programs since
2008 as reported by the BBC.

fernie

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

intelligence conundrum update - a considerable lack of credibility

dear monster,

since i've been writing to you, many who spy on or steal my email here are wondering who
you are. now that i have my own proprietary Dear Monster blog site, it's time to answer
some of these unanswered questions that have led to fatal and critical errors.

some think that YOU are the "worst-of-the-worst" in all criminal enterprise. many are
convinced that YOU are a drug trafficking evil-doer. some see a thick-skinned gangster
figure with gold chains and gold teeth smiling through this blog. others perceive that i
am referring to the security/intelligence totalitarian effort in our systems of industry and
defense. obviously, "monster" conjures up an image of a big, bad entity capable of doing
violence and destruction for their own gain. hmm.

the metaphor is, of course, a counter-force to angels and trumpets. those who are of
the creative mind-set (like me) use "monster" to mean the inherent potential for human
evil that lives within all of us. systems sometimes are like organisms that become very
monster-like. in any case, "monster" in my writings only existed because i wrote to him.
he represented the unknown unknown in my perception within systems of information.
kind of like the "no such agency" (nsa) system of information.

construction of the abstract in systems of information, commerce and security must be
the fifth dimension of of reality. does it really exist? it really doesn't matter as long as
there are tangible systems run by humans that perpetuate this reality. it takes "balls"
or cajones, as they say, to participate with this type of abstraction while holding the
realization that it may not exist at all if many did not validate it. just like our ailing demo-
cracy, fragile and tested these days.

i may not be a big bad monster, but i have cajones enough to have continued writing
to monster for all these years thinking that he might construct a different abstraction
when it comes to the sale, trade and barter of value, both human and material. after
all, it is difficult to know if statistics and numbers representing the sale, trade and
barter within our economy are based on anything real. who knows how many barrels
of oil china uses for their manufacturing? who knows how many barrels of oil exists
in iraq oil fields these days?

the problem in hawaii with their "not-so-intelligence" systems is that they rely on
limited sources of information filtered through a limited frame of reference. i can
guarantee that that "detective" who claims to be from Air Force intelligence did not
keep up with the operational realities of surveillance technology, nor did he quite
understand the known unknowns within maui information systems since the state
of hawaii made monsanto bio genetic engineering firm our fastest growing corpora-
tion since 2007. for all we know, soon we'll all be clones with corn ears growing out
of our heads.

some of the veggies grown from seeds bought locally look like clones. all plants with
all stems and leaves growing all at the same size growing at exactly the same angle with
exactly the same shiny color. frightening. some say it's a conspiracy. when a company
like monstanto dominates on maui, all advertising dollars, hence all information groups
end up on their payroll somehow. too bad for our "intelligence" groups here.

it is a case of a considerable lack of credibility on hawaii's part. as for this detective,
i have no idea what happened to him since our last phone conversation, but perhaps
his attorney clients may want to see if anyone claiming to have kidney failure and
heart disease as a result of having been poisoned while in Air Force intelligence service
passes their psychiatric exam.

yukie yamada's article in 2007 posted on the internet, an illegitimate quest for intelligence, describe how the pentagon's disastrous "talon" program was dismantled on september 17,
2007 after abuses were exposed. "talon" attempted to use local not-so-intelligence spies
to walk, with, talk with and spy on groups who protested defense war policies. this ease of
sharing information likely encouraged misuse and abuse of information gathered by for-
profit surveillance networks on the ground. according to the wall street journal, this
information from talon was provided to the fbi counter-terror office after september
2007.

what a scam, especially in a place like maui where delusional individuals insist on making
their irrelevant lies and lives a part of this information sharing. see my article posted on
congress.org last month about this.


fernie

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Suckers are for . . .

Dear Monster,

what a hellacious couple of weeks! in this small community of maui, there are
characters, then there are characters! "they" think MY characters are outrageous,
yet "they" cluster around caricatures who, honest to goddess, live and breath for
only one impulse: to fulfill that unidentifiable need to be whole and connected.
whole and connected to what?! well, it's unidentifiable so one cannot really put
the finger on it, can they?

systems are supposed to create conditions. government systems are supposed
to create conditions for the public to receive certain basic services and rights in
order to prosper and thrive. when systems are corrupt and vile, a large percentage
of the sheep and coward tribe in the public reflects these systems. a smaller group
of the public attempts to create their own value and live based on their strengths
regardless of what "systems" become. this group participates in a democracy.

some professional groups get to play both sides. they side with the status quo as
a means to profit, then side with victims or defendants when doing so give more
profit than supporting the system. yet, attorneys have certain rights to control
"information" systems, don't they, through their affiliation with corporate stake-
holders? no wonder some become "detectives" to work as liasons to these snake
and pit professionals whose only mantra is to maintain their control at all costs.

i met a "detective" the other week through local associates here through casual
cafe conversation. he and i met at his home after he scheduled a massage from
me. in this place where there is a reasonable expectation of privacy, he not only
told me that he worked for Air Force intelligence, but also that he was poisoned
through his work while in a foreign country. coincidentally, he knew some of
those with whom i have regular contact, including someone he had bailed out of
jail for possession of illegal drugs! according to this detective, he had known her
since she was born. since she was peripherally networked into others with whom
i shared business discussions, this massage turned out to be an exercise in self-
survival for both of us since i do not do business with drug abusers/dealers.

he was very compatible in terms of conversation and life experience, yet i started
wondering if he had been paid over the years by well endowed attorneys who had
clients who had victimized me . . . i checked with the local postal contact who said
she though this person was working with ny police department. i checked with
another personal acquaintance who had known him for decades and she had not
heard that he worked as a detective. hmm.

he last called me for another massage after his car accident last week. another
personal acquaintance confirmed that he had seen this detective during this car
wreck a few days earlier that totaled his ancient white mercedes. since i do not
work with acute injuries, this offered me an opportunity to think about what this
encounter could mean given my advanced legal process with those who want me
to live free and clear rather than being a concubine to others. he is well known
on maui as having had a yoga studio and being a practicing buddhist with certain
commercial contacts.

have you ever heard of being poisoned with cadium while working for Air Force
intelligence? i told him jokingly that they should've just bombed the pharmaceu-
tical warehouse where he and other agents had spied in russia many years ago.
he told me that the other 8 agents with him on this mission have since all died
at an early adult age.

all i can say is that as a former critical care/emergency room nurse and case manager,
his medical history narrative, his medications and his physical condition did not quite
correspond. it must be the unknown variables that have not been disclosed.

to be continued. fernie

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Phantom limbs, phantom souls

My recent Google search under my full birth name, Karen Yukie Yamada
resulted in another verifiable incident of wire problems falsely linking my
name to groups associated with legalizing drugs. A listing with my full name,
including a statement about "a small farm on Maui" was found linked to this
week's Maui Time edition promoting the political issue of legalizing drugs.

A click on this listing shows that my name is not at all found on their inter-
net site in the column named in the Google search engine. The problem is
obviously in the "cables" of Maui's internet service. See front page of the
Maui News in May or June 2009 about the severed conduit with
fiber optic
and telecommunication cables at Kihei Research Tech-
nology Park causing
a crash of these systems for most of the day.

My call and email to the Maui Time reiterated my stance that while it is
their right to free speech and organizing, I have never, nor would I ever be
involved with the platform promoting medical marijuana nor legalizing drugs.
Editor Jacob Schafer understands that I have formalized my correspondence
with their paper for a number of years based on my refusal to associate with
those who are clearly aligned with Hawaii Democrat Party stakeholders.

How does this impact the daily doings of my life after having my rights as a
victim violated by all systems of government in the State of Hawaii and Maui
County? This is described on politicalpoidog-contact.blogspot.com. There is
cause and effect with severe consequences. Endemic deceit in the population
and denial on the part of officials about how a drug cash flow influences those
who have a dependence on illegal substances is the central problem.

This latest incident of misrepresentation was reported to all advocates and
agencies who have heard from me for a number of years. Any thinking geek
and technology specialist can figure out what really happened in this case.
Any form of denial and ignorance is pure criminality. Just think of what is
possible in the future with Google emails being hacked and used fraudulently
as they are reporting in China. . . Maui may become the next totalitarian
information system for no gain for nobody whatsoever.

See blogs under Karen Yukie Yamada with the Honolulu Advertiser.

Fern Fitzgerald
aka Karen Yukie Yamada

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Verified: a pattern of wire/mail fraud

Dear Monster,

the problem with cables, isolated clusters and the illegitimate quest for intelligence
has been identified. my blogging with the bbc news site leaves an imprint for others.
Mr. Urbane Mixed Polynesian Samoan said that even London has the urge to cure
that dastardly technical problem.

aside from air traffic terror threats, the FBI in Nebraska has appointed a special agent
in charge who has a track record for investigating violent drug crime, domestic terror
and cyber-crime and has worked to dismantle extremist organizations. Washington
State has appointed a director who is a specialist in computer cyber-felonies. Even
Google has raised the prospect that they will shut down operation in China due to
totalitarian type stalking of email and wire accounts of those seeking to address human
rights abuses. Maybe they figured that prosecuting those involved with racketeering
influenced corrupt organizations is profitable, after all. Check with former cyber
felony secret service agent in Honolulu Robert E. Jones who investigated a counter-
feit incident in Kihei.

yukie wants you to know that she won fair and square, down and dirty, right to left
and every which way but "loose". she still thinks that the state whore has a place for
those who need her to win a political battle. the state whore will never influence nor
impact what yukie is doing tho' she will be prosecuted and made a public example of
the worst sort of educational industrial complex partisan corruption possible.

yes, yukie yamada spent the day before Christmas and Christmas Day not celebrating
anything except my selfsovereignty internet site where she finally wrote a couple
of pieces that pretty much sums up the "inter-relatedness" of her life and her own
experience as a terror crime victim/survivor in the context of tremendous social
and political deception. care2.com received a complaint on 12/28/09 that her care2
selfsovereignty internet site is listed in Google, but missing on their site. congress.org
soapbox was also alerted that the missing pieces on yukie's care2.com site provided
critical information to add substance to current attacks on health legislation.

analysis and synthesis are not the strongest points for those with an unconscious, single
frame of reference, especially if their frame of reference is based on the incorrect under-
lying premise and on false information. my blogging with Congress.org and other networks
like Twitter prove that our information systems both imperil as well as enhance security
and prosperity.

while yukie yamada has always believed in the inter-connectedness of all, she has
always asserted her right to free will in determining her personal choices.

in her recent correspondence with those who have established person-to-person
contact in the public sphere to address her formal complaints as a terror crime survivor
for renumeration, she reiterated her ongoing financial hardship due to her stance of
conscience. The need for livable support during this period of transition before she
leaves the terroristic, incestuous swamp of Hawaii to live elsewhere and continue
her process for justice.

the framework for her information-based enterprise is demonstrated on her blogs
on social media sites, this framework separates her social platform addressing verifiable
inequity in the criminal justice process of terror crimes, especially when terror crimes
are related to wire fraud/stalking, a separate platform for her own creative intellectual
property and her health advocacy services based on past professional experience of
reporting abuses.

the level of human, financial, political and creative deprivation she has experienced
as a terror crime victim will be made public in a line-by-line description when she submits
her demand for freedom from exploitation through legislation with Congress. the
analogy that the population in hawaii is like watching crabs writhing at the bottom of
the bucket, always pulling down the creatures that make it to the rim is an appropriate
analogy for the intellectual dungeon that soulless ones perpetuate here in the islands.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

stolen care2.com self sovereignty internet site reported 12/28/09

Dear Monster,

As you know, for the past couple of years "Wild Fern" found her own landscape
of dance and power while living and working on 'ag' property and farms on Maui.
Her special recipes for conversation were created with metaphors in mind. Herr
recipes are offered with salon-type ideas for provocative conversation material
during private meal time munchies.

Fern wants you to know that after she's working on farm property here, each
property started resembling aspects of political life found within human systems.
At one non-commercial farm site, fertile vegetable gardens resembled an "intentional

community", dank citrus orchards on a steep hill felt and smelled like "market street"
and the "streets of san francisco" were seen in the untamed adjacent property where
dominant species thrived with mosquitos at the expense of other plant life. Fern decided
that while rooting out an entire hillside of lauwai fern, it was possible to share a whole
body dance of contact improv with this wild landscape on Maui. Farms on Maui
are special that way.

As for invasive species, like neon blinking commercials on cable television and blog
sites, they are ubiquitous, almost inevitable but always managable if proper care
and attention are provided in a timely manner. Like compost, not all weeds are created
equal in the spectrum of living things. You can read Karen Yukie Yamada's letter to
the Maui News on November 18, 2008 about the denial in Hawaii with regard
to invasive species that take over eroding cliff sides and fields. They can eat all
the dark chocolate they want, denial ain't never gonna be no river in Egypt.

Fern's recipes and ideas for conversation and pleasure is coming soon, to a proprietary
internet site near YOU, Monster. She wants you to know how making and working with
living soil can improve the center of gravity of your dearest friends. haha.

As for revealing the truth in the "news", her statements to associate editors on record
with the washington post, the wall street journal and the nytimes for the past two years
will be substantiated. david shipley from the nytimes knows that trafficking
proprietary information and privacy from places where there is a reasonable expectation
of privacy is prosecutable based on links between drug terror eavesdropping in Hawaii and
criminal surveillance contractors. alix freedman from the wall street journal knows that
yukie yamada is aware that advertising dollars often is the source of exploitation that
desecrates the sacred for the sake of profit. and kevin merida from the washington post
knows that yukie yamada called him repeatedly last december 2008 when president elect obama
golfed at luana hills while vacationing in kailua about her efforts to bring forth the
topic of "wire terror"in our market systems.

fernie